March 2, 2010

..listen 2 ma heart..



..lately..
i found myself hard 2 breathe..
sick..of all the things around me..
bored..of what i have 2 do..(seriously bored)
out of love..(sorry..but its true...me..kinda omsick)

..people..
u..dun understand..wut its like 2 be me..
if i did wrong..will u notice me?
do u think i'm still hurting u?
do u think i'm special 4 u?

..love..
i remembered the day...
when u n me...happy 2getha..
u taught me..right from wrong..
good from bad...
u showered me..wit all ur love n care..
u just made me feel like..a very happy girl..
but...this is my life...full of pain..
i want u 2 noe dat i'm scared 2 b hurt again..
all i can say now is...i MISS u..
i still wait 4 da time 2 b happy being wit u..

..life..
unpredictable..
my life is like a rainbow..i heart ewyone..
family,,frens..enemies..
me..its gonna b me..4eva..
its not easy 2 hide da hurt...
then..i hurt myself by hurting others..
i dun wanna b like this..am i goin crazy?
no...i just lost my way...it's worse...
i'm fading away...slowly...silently...
...n gosh! no one will notice when i'm gone...
..when all i want is 2 love n be loved by u..  

.::by alystroberi::.


8 comments:

ღ ล✖їล Ͻћѐ ๓ลห ღ said...
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.ყႮѐყႮё ヅѕϯםხеℜ℩™. said...

hehehe dunno wut 2 say...
i'm stress...hoho
wit ma project itoo...
so...mnyumbang kpd kelakuan2 yg pelik...
beware!,,,ngeh3

ღ ล✖їล Ͻћѐ ๓ลห ღ said...

erm....mind to share..?
its really ur...word rite?
sorry...but sometimes...sy xmemahamimu lgsung...dats the saddest things that i have done to u...

.ყႮѐყႮё ヅѕϯםხеℜ℩™. said...

hehehe dun worry...
ewythgs gonna be fine...
soon...be patient..ya..
;]

ღ ล✖їล Ͻћѐ ๓ลห ღ said...

me & patient..?
...ermmm.....??

.ყႮѐყႮё ヅѕϯםხеℜ℩™. said...

ngaaa :o ya... hehee

kei said...

sabar ye sayang..saat2 utk kita bersama pasti kan tiba..sabar ye..
*muhahaha, sengaja mau timbulkan kontroversi*

.ყႮѐყႮё ヅѕϯםხеℜ℩™. said...

haha kei... ;]
harusla akan tiba!