..listen 2 ma heart..

..lately..

i found myself hard 2 breathe..

sick..of all the things around me..

bored..of what i have 2 do..(seriously bored)

out of love..(sorry..but its true...me..kinda omsick)

..people..

u..dun understand..wut its like 2 be me..

if i did wrong..will u notice me?

do u think i'm still hurting u?

do u think i'm special 4 u?

..love..

i remembered the day...

when u n me...happy 2getha..

u taught me..right from wrong..

good from bad...

u showered me..wit all ur love n care..

u just made me feel like..a very happy girl..

but...this is my life...full of pain..

i want u 2 noe dat i'm scared 2 b hurt again..

all i can say now is...i MISS u..

i still wait 4 da time 2 b happy being wit u..

..life..

unpredictable..

my life is like a rainbow..i heart ewyone..

family,,frens..enemies..

me..its gonna b me..4eva..

its not easy 2 hide da hurt...

then..i hurt myself by hurting others..

i dun wanna b like this..am i goin crazy?

no...i just lost my way...it's worse...

i'm fading away...slowly...silently...

...n gosh! no one will notice when i'm gone...

..when all i want is 2 love n be loved by u..  

.::by alystroberi::.